thirsty



wonderfully physical



Won't you share my fire?

How can LOVE make that world a minefield of forbidden GROUND?

A map of untouchable skin and SILENCED desire?





for a child of TEN



flesh again

HUNGRY for both the PURITY and SIN

Life seemed to him merely like a GALLERY of how to be

And he was always much more HUMAN than he wished to be

But there is a LOGIC to his world, if they could only see



Wishing - Sickened - Ill - Ticking



SOMEONE still this hunger (it's in my blood) always growing stronger (ticking)

BUDAPEST I'm learning, Budapest you're burning me



This is not who I wanted to be, this is not what I wanted to see

She's so young so why don't I feel free now that she is here under me?



Naked - Touching - Soft - Clutching



And then after all it lead me here to wake up again

Seeking a love that might make me feel free in myself but then it proves to be

Something that hurts inside when we touch, so I move on, I lose my way



cold

And every day I seek my prey: someone to taste and to hold

I feel alive during the split second when they smile and meet my eyes

But I could cry 'cause I feel broken inside!

COME and DROWN with me- the UNDERTOW will sweep us away!

And you will see that I'm ADDICTED to my HONESTY

Trust! 'Cause after all my sense of TRUTH once brought me here

But I've LOST control and I don't know if I am true to my soul

I've lost CONTROL and I don't know if I am true to my soul

Losing control and I don't know if I am TRUE AT ALL



[Johan Hallgren]

[Daniel Gildenlow]



And we were always much more human than we wished to be...



pain



my veins

And I have always tried to calm things down - SWALLOW down swallow down

"It's just another small THORN in my crown"



WALK down

REMEDY LANE of whens and whys...



Empty - Licking - Clean - Choking



SOMEONE still this hunger (possessing my mind) always growing stronger (craving)

BUDAPEST I'm learning, Budapest I'm burning me

This is not who I wanted to be, this is not what I wanted to see

She's so young so why I don't feel free now that she's under me?

In the morning she's going away in a Budapest taxi I've paid

Seeking freedom I touched the untouched - it's too much - I'm BEYOND THE PALE...





than we wished to be



human than we wished to be



human than we wished to be

We will always be more human then we wish to be



WE WILL ALWAYS BE SO MUCH MORE HUMAN THAN WE WISH TO BE...